sumin's room

This One’s For All My Bitches With Vulnerability Issues by Sumin Lee I brought a ladder to see you over this wall, Was this my wall or your wall? I tell myself that these bricks give me stability, I can lean on it when I’m tired. But I wonder what it would feel like to lean onto you. Yeah, come on in, I’m sorry my room is messy. If I had known you’d be here, I would have postponed my episodes. I don’t know if I like that I can be vulnerable with you, It feels way too easy. How was the traffic? Yeah, the construction outside my room has been going on for forever. I’m glad you made it here, We can sit in silence. I’d like to listen our hearts beat, That’s more than enough to know that We’re here for each other.

Hello princess, I just came across a tiktok video that said, "being the smartest person in the room is the most attractive thing that you can be." At first, I was taken back because I don't think I'd ever want to be the smartest person in the room. And I don't think I would find that attractive. I think I'd find the most emotionally intelligent person to be the most attractive. Smart ≠ Intelligent. Can you read the room? Can you sense the intricate social dynamics happening in the circle? Can you notice when the energy shifts and can you direct it? People are so differently knotted in the way that they're constructed that I don't think it'd be fair to distinguish smartness amongst each other. But also, even if you were the smartest person, are you able to contextualize different concepts and form your own opinions and ideas? Are you able to take A and B and create C? Or even Z? This is why I find it important to surround myself with people that gi...

Hi, Today I am writing to you from the deep crevice of a cave. Because I'm down bad. Mentally. Which is crazy because I was on W streak the whole day until I made a mistake in my art history group presentation. I guess I'll start with the positives. In my morning stretching class, we played frisbee because it was our last class. I ended up having a lot of fun and got some cardio in. Then I went up to the Kellogg House because our office was having a holiday celebration lunch. So I got free food and was able to connect with some technicians from the Maker Studio. Which will come in handy when I need to produce merch for projects I'm working on (me when I'm vague). Then we played a balloon popping game where you tie a ballon to your ankle and you gotta stomp and pop other people's balloons and save yours. I won with a three way tie lol and we all got gift cards. This was surprisingly was super fun. I haven't played direct contact sport in so long and I was like wa...