sumin's room

Hey, I was talking to my friend about questions for my q&a for my last post and I got the idea to do a whole separate post solely talking about music. Because I could go on and on and on so let's go. These are my thoughts, opinions, and experiences. If it differs from yours, fuck you I mean um yeah. PHILOSOPHY For me, music needs to do one of two things: 1. Make me feel emotions 2. Make my ass shake. I'm not a lyrical person. Like yes, I have songs that I can sing word for word, but that means it already fulfilled one of the two categories. I even had a classical music phase (that still comes and goes). Also, I'm just not very good at listening for the lyrics because the melody is just easier to decipher and remember if that makes any sense If I find out that you're a dick, your music sounds lame. I will not and cannot separate the art from the artist Great bridge = great song  Unfortunately, the first 10 seconds of the song matters a lot to me. I do not like it wh...

Can you find me in the depths of the ocean, I admit it is lonely here. We can lay here to the silence, Follow the grooves of seabed motion. Stars are hidden, Galaxy far away. Salt filled lungs, Drown you might. Houses were pink orange and blue, I await for moments with you. #27

Hey gay, I am here to write out my 2 am thought bubbles. I was laying in bed, trying to go to sleep and I just started thinking about how sometimes (right now) I wish that I didn't have this permanent ball of sadness/grief at the bottom of my heart. Because being sad is sad. And being happy is happy. I think I get perceived or portrayed as this :D jokey jokey, light hearted, fun person, but there's a side of me that a lot of people don't get to see. Is this masking? I don't know. Because I do feel fun and :D a lot of the times and I'm not pretending when I am in those moments. If there's one thing I'm not going to do, it's pretend. Maybe this is why I don't mind sharing so much on my Instagram stories. To show people the spectrum of emotions because people really only show the happy stuff on social media. Looking back at my losses, I honest to Korean Jesus that I didn't act like a jerk or was mean. Depressed? Yes. Lashing out? No. But then again ...

Hi, Welcome to my room, make yourself at home. This is a casual third space for me. And now for you too. I wanted to make a blog because I have way too many thoughts floating around in my head and I needed a place to ground them. I looked at one reddit post on free blog websites and landed here. So I am still figuring things out, but I'm excited for this journey. Okay, as I am writing this, I am desperately looking for the line spacing option because I need my 1.5 spacing. This current spacing is way too narrow for my eyes. Actually, this doesn't look too bad in the preview :P I don't like how the layout I'm seeing now as I'm writing is shown differently in preview. Shouldn't I be seeing the same formatting right now? Anyways, I named this space "sumin's room" because this is just one room that makes up who I am. People can come and go as they please. For me, good ideas strike me like lightening and they sit themselves in my head perfectly. Like wh...