Emergency Episode!!

Omg hi guys,

I was just looking at my calendar and I realized that there are only 2 weeks left in the semester. Like one more week and then finals week. And something punched me and fast forwarded my brain to the end of next semester. Also known as my last semester. Like I know for a fact that's more concrete than the earth's core that it's going to be my fastest semester. And of course emo ahh indie ahh song (Pointless Forever - ugly) was playing in the background so I started feeling like a wet soggy leaf. I hate soggy leaves especially if they look crunchy but turn out to be soggy. GAHHHHH. 

Anyways, I've been wanting to sit down and write about everything that's on my plate right now because I think not articulating what I'm going through is clouding my head. It's been hard to think and form coherent sentences lately and I fear I must face the reality of myself. Okay, here is the list:

  • taking 13 units (honestly not that bad but the commute is making it bad)
  • group project for my 3d class
  • group project for my art history class
  • in the committee for our department's annual senior show/art show (biweekly meetings)
  • just finished my social media micro-internship
  • about 14 hours a week at my on-campus marketing internship position 
  • in the committee for the campus community garden (biweekly meetings)
  • aka musique - I am the lead producer and host for a podcast episode that we're filming in January and there are just a lot of things I need to take care of/keep in mind. I actually kind of crashed out about this earlier today because I was doubting the interview questions that I had been jotting down but my friend that's going to be in the episode helped me snap back. I've learned a lot from the past few episodes that we've filmed so I want to make sure that I as well as the team is improving in all ways but I also need to remember to have fun. Because I wouldn't say that I am a perfectionist, but I want things that I'm working on to come out amazing. I'm excited to film this episode though 😁
  • another aka musique item - trying to figure out our content that's we're trying to post and just miscellaneous stuff 
  • financial tough spot
  • trying to prepare for getting guitar lessons
  • neeeeeeed to clean my room
  • trying to decide if I have a crush or not (I do but I just- let me be detached ty) (even though I really shouldn't be detached and just accept my feelings but the lion does not concern themselves with that. For now)
I think that's all the things on my plate right now. I am excited for a change of chapter that's coming soon. Also I just experienced a cold x period combination and ts was not fire. Felt like a neglected soggy sponge that wasn't rinsed thoroughly. Okay, I think vomiting all that out helped me. I'm going to try to get a good night's sleep tonight and get my shit done starting tomorrow. Love u! 

#28 

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